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Monday, 14 December 2009

  • December 14, 2009

    Dear Friends;

    Mostly, this note is to that devious cunt Crazy4Clay69 who I thought was my best friend and who definitely won't be reading this. That's because that nasty twat committed suicide. Good riddance psycho-bitch.

    Ever since we became online friends, I was constantly posting to reassure that neurotic snatch about our friendship. How much did I need her? "More than anything". Would I do anything for her? "Absolutely". And then that nutty skank set me up and fucked me over by asking what I'd do if she died.

    Unthinkingly, I posted "I'd kill myself."

    To which she replied, "Rely?"

    To which I replied, "yes really;)"

    To which she replied, "I meant to type, 'Really?'"

    To which I replied, "I know what you meant, silly<8)"

    To which she replied "Really?"

    To which I replied "Really what? Did I know you meant 'Really?' when you typed 'Rely?' Or did I really mean I'd kill myself?"

    To which she tried to reply, but the thread was too long and we had to start a new post. In the end I convinced Crazy4Clay69 that I would indeed kill myself if she died.

    What the fuck were you thinking Courtney? You spend your whole life trying not to die in a jihad or as a religious sacrifice and then you piss it all away by casually agreeing to an online suicide pact. God damn it.

    Sure, sure, I could clear out my temporary internet files, stop accepting cookies, sign up for a new journal and leave my old online world behind. But anyone who has spent even 2 minutes reading my blog knows that's not how I roll. I live up to my responsibilities, even when they technically aren't my doing (see my "Errrr!!!!! Blockbuster Late Fees" entry on September 6).

    So, to all of you who have enjoyed my journal, I must say thank you, good-bye and be sure to sign my guestbook.

    There is no emoticon to express how much I hate that cunt.

    Courtney

    P.S. If I get undead please don't shoot me in the head. I won't harm you. I planned ahead and have like 20 homeless guys' brains in my freezer.


    I was just bored and thought this was pretty funny. I love the P.S. hehe!

    http://www.porkjerky.com/free/suicide.php

Monday, 20 July 2009

  • Currently
    Shinshoku Dolce
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    Otakon 09

    So Otakon this year wasn't as good as I thought it would be. Maybe it's because it's mainly for anime freaks and me lacking any money to actually keep up with anime and manga I just haven't really got into any of it.

    I usually only went if someone paid for me to go (think of it as a birthday present. :) ) and if the musical artists were any that I liked. In 07 there was alot more to do and the dealer's room was bigger. Not so much this year, mostly all they had was anime/manga (understandably so obviously) that didn't bother me.

    What did bother was their lack of variety in anything else every other stand was pretty much Lolita fashion or corsets neither of which I could afford to get any of. And their music selection wasn't any better. While I do love me some jrock they didn't have much of a variety of jpop hell they didn't even have much of a variety of jrock either but I did get a CD.

    Kanon Wakashima. She pretty much does what Rasputina does. She plays the cello and sings. She is also produced by MANA (a.k.a. the band  Malice Mizer) and she's really good too. In fact, I'm listening to her right now.

    A majority of time was spent walking bare foot or with socks on cause my boots killed my feet. I've  learned my lesson if I go next year. Alex and I both spent most of the time in the Otacafe which is for karaoke. Alex butchered "Love in the Ice" by DBSK but it was funny as hell. I didn't get a chance to sing (though I probably would have chickened out if they had gotten to me anyway).

    I FINALY GOT TO MEET MARIE IN PERSON!!!!! She's my friend from Canada and I met years ago online. She's completely obsessed with anything that has to do with Resident Evil especially Code Veronica (so you can see why we would get along? hehe!) That made me happy to meet her! She makes a freakin' awesome Claire too!

    There was one thing that I didn't expect to happen: I didn't think there would actually be any christian protesters. I was wrong but there was only 2. Some dumbass was sprouting off gibberish across the street and down a block or two cause they definitely didn't want him in front of the convention center. haha! I walked past him in my freak costume just to be a bitch and the other guy tried to give me some pamphelt I wanted to get into it with the guy preaching but decided not to mainly cause I didn't feel like standing there arguing since my feet hurt soothing my feet was more important the an idiot. I did get a pic of him.

    On Sunday there was a bagpipe guy walking around outside the convention and they were getting people to follow him as he play so Alex and I, having nothing else better to do, decided follow him around. We had a small group of people as we walked and people recorded us and cheered as we did. When we went into the actual building a whole horde of people gathered around him and everyone started cheering and shouting (and really annoying things too)

    That was actually an awesome ending to Otakon though. We went out to eat afterward before we left.

    I didn't take as many pictures as I had before only because I probably already took that picture when I was there before. All in all it wasn't as good as the previous years I'd been there but it wasn't that bad either.

    I still had fun for most part. :)

    The best part was my badge picture was of that anime that I was talking about in my previous entry. lol!

Sunday, 28 June 2009

  • Currently
    The One
    By Elton John
    The Last Song
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    Die, Live, Die, Live

    I swear my dreams just keep getting weirder and weirder.

    Basically my dream was I lived in some mansion or whatever and I had two sisters. I was in the middle. My older sister was the usual preppy shallow bitch who only cared about her expensive car and shopping and whatnot. We obviously didn't get along. I called her the shallow sister.

    My younger sister on the other hand was apparently a complete and utter homicidal psycho who like to kill me and revive me just to kill me again. Over and over and over. She would obviously be dubbed the psycho sister. She also had a tendency to kill me with giant hook with a long chain attached to it so she could throw it at me or something like that.

    The shallow sister would appear every now and then but not really care what was going and the psycho would always yell at her to get out.

    Sometime later after she had her filling of killing me over and over again she had a bunch of other kids over or something and was chasing them around in the backyard with knives. The shallow bitch came home bitching because some completely scratched up and dismantled her car and that was all she cared about.

    I got pissed and was like "Well at least you weren't being killed repeatedly!"

    She called a car mechanic to come over and fix the car and somehow it ended up with me and him talking. I told him about psycho sister as we watched out the window of her still threatening and chasing people in the backyard.

    And I woke up.

Friday, 12 June 2009

  • All I can think is ow...

    My grandma apparently fell sometime in the past two weeks and my dad just told me about it TODAY.

    He picked me up for this weekend and we went to visit her and omg it was so fucked up when I saw her.She was in a wheel chair, she had a broken arm, her face and downward were all bruised up, her cheek was swollen, and one eye was bloodshot pretty much. It freaked me the fuck up to see her that way.

    It also pissed me off that I wasn't told about her accident earlier.

    She was still the same bumbling grandma though so at least that was still the same. Didn't know what she was talking about half the time but that's nothing new. She should be fine.

    I still can't get over how bruised up her face was though...

    In better news BoA's song was featured on so you think you can dance!! And I was bouncing around like the fangirl that I am!! She'll be on CNN soon too!!!

Sunday, 03 May 2009

  • Currently
    Scientist
    By Coldplay
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    I'm so sadistic ;)

    I always get very sadistic thoughts.

    But this one literally made me smile and even laugh.

    Wouldn't it be the greatest irony if someone took a machine gun and opened fire at an NRA gathering? Personally, I think it would be hilarious to see a bunch of gun nuts on the other end of a machine gun and frankly in my opinion I think they'd deserve it.

    :P

    Besides thinking of sadistic things I also wrote the prologue and some of the first chapter for my Blinkies story

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